Do not waste your time and energy wishing for different circumstances.
Yes this season is hard, not fair, and can trigger so many emotions.
Instead trust God.
This is no surprise to Him.
If He brought us to this moment He will get us through it.
He promises us to be with us!
If you want He will even hold your hand. So be open to grab it.
When you pass through the waters I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. Isaiah 43:2
Be confident in who He is and whose you are!